Wednesday, August 8, 2012

i believe i can fly..eye..eye..eye

<*_*>
i used to think that i could not go on
and life was nothing but an awful song
but now i know the meaning of true love
i'm leaning on the everlasting arms
if I can see it, then i can do it

if I just believe it, there's nothing to it

i believe i can fly
i believe i can touch the sky
i think about it every night and day
spread my wings and fly away
i believe i can soar
i see me running through that open door
i believe i can fly
i believe i can fly
i believe i can fly

see i was on the verge of breaking down
sometimes silence can seem so loud
there are miracles in life i must achieve
but first I know it starts inside of me, oh

if i can see it, then i can be it
if i just believe it, there's nothing to it

hey, cause i believe in me, oh
if i can see it, then I can do it
if i just believe it, there's nothing to it

hey, if i just spread my wings
i can fly
i can fly
i can fly, hey
if i just spread my wings
i can fly-eye-eye-eye
hum, fly-eye-eye

(by r.kelly)

always wanted to believe : rossi

fate or cruelty !!!

28th May 2012
when something good turn to not so good
or maybe bad, or even worse....
what shall we feel?
shall we get mad, frustrated or ????
no one want bad things
not everyone willing to accept deadly story
its rather no news than bad news
well....
maybe that's why thing called fate
something that we cannot leave it
something that we have to take it
something that we need to face it
is fate similar to destiny??
should destiny can be changed, why not fate?
probably we will wondering, keep wondering, still wondering...
why do bad things came to us?
why not others?
why this time?
why not later?
why this and that....bla bla bla >>>>
long short story, to simplify the situation
just assume it is FATE...
end chapter....at least
sometimes something somehow difficult to explain
but when we believe it
we will understand better and won't keep blaming
sometimes something is good to be true
and no doubt sometimes things can be bad if really come true
by keeping fingers cross
we need to do our best
get pass all the test
let Allah do the rest

believe :  rossi



Tuesday, May 29, 2012

outing...out out...

out again!!....yeahhhhh
destination >>> swiss garden kuantan, 12 & 13 May 2012
b4 'departuring' - lazy2 still
its co yearly outing event (provided budget approve...hahaha)...this time we went to swiss garden kuantan, with approx. 110 employees.  with 3 buses, started journey around 8.00am..
make sure nobody left out
team bonding in line >> sand2, a bit wet2, a lot of laughter....but most important have fun.
team bonding -  

more like get-together with participation of staff from penang, jb, kemaman, kuching, kk and miri as well.
'stretching' - warming up....uh uh uh
no paperworks, no tools, no machinery.....



so called ' emergency camp'...hahaha
dinner - with theme of 'black & white'.....
food grading (my opinion only yea..) = 6/10
dinner & 'lepak2' time - with 'black & white' theme
4th place - team bonding
 
the night started with 'chicken dance'.....too familiar... i done that in many occassions, but still entertaining, relaxing and chicky one. 
warming up with chicken song
to my 'shocking shock', i think i got pranked.
i was called up to be in the line of best dress...
waalllaaawweeyyyy....
i'll kill that person man...you watched out..
theme best dress....someone sabotaj me!!!
forcing to catwalk...shame2
anyway, its cool....rather rocking... nickname for the night :  'vrrrooommm'.... of course bcoz of my dressing....just being me..

next day, free & easy....
went to gym (some extra calories need to be burnt haa...)
breakfast & 'lepak2' ...enjoying the view... 
little shopping - dried seafood
checked-out 1.00pm, the bus took us to do some shopping, yea yea...dried seafood, what else in east coast.
sayonara kuantan

home sweet home....
next day no mc yea.....back to work...
btw, our VP tagline :  work hard, have fun....


Friday, May 25, 2012

holiday2....

the boss - 'Puan Sri' Liza

the sexy 1 = Farina






time to relax and sit back...enjoyyyyy.....
9 of us..from the Lizaz's Gym went to Langkawi.., initial plan 10 of us supposed to go but 1 budak putih sudah ter'___' something laa...something good.
by the way a big TQ to organizer, the boss - 'Puan Sri' Liza, the 2 PAs - Farina & Shuwati, experts in 'booking2'...hahaha....the flight, accommodation & transport of course....not the 'that one' yeaa....no no no
Tukang booking flight cum driver - expert 1


the trip was planned few months back, many meeting organized and of course 
with a lot of foods - meeting tolak tepi, makan jer yg lebih... 


patiently waiting - lcct 

 akhirnya, on 1st May 2012 - labour day, we flied to Langkawi by Air Asia - departured 10.20am, arrival around 11.10am.  The environment in the plane was like the plane is belong to us -  God knows how 'huru hara' it was - especially Shuwati & Emma (she is our kaki karok - photo below) - just wonder how other passengers think us, like small kids only......shame2....hehehehe

>> jun, emma, shuwati & me - in the cable car

at 'beras terbakar' - but the qty of the rice only left one plate







in the cable car - 'poyo' kan? 

But most of the historical places like nothing much left...not really taken care, or i shouldn't make/say any comment...rather sensitive issue haa..

The shopping kind of 'so-so', not really that kind of 'duty free' pricing.
cable car stop - top
The chocolates, the 'periuk' - that one was Emma's stuff, the 'pinggan mangkuk' - everyone stuffs but when thinking of the weight and fragile ....better put back, but for those who kaki masuk dapur, they betul2 envy that kind of things, for  me...walaweiii....next time laaa.....    
cable car stop - top one
Purely we just want to enjoy and have fun, get together - single mingle, left & right no calling....and i think everyone have fun.....and i did.       


nearing dataran helang
'karok' time - this is the queen - Zarina

before the cable car ride
not 'karoking' - the 2 'kaki pukul'



















last post - under the roof








I think everyone should take their time off - away from normal routine, relax and have some fun.  When we always thought of hassle, no time, not free, not this and that, ended up we are home alone...

this whole 'gengster' 
the geng without the 'jocker'

 Whatever it is, we ENJOYYYYYYY......


bad days (-_-)

for the past few days, the days were really bad>bad>bad 
many things not favorable to me
<>>>
people angry with me
i'm not getting along with people
words unintentionally got 'twisted'
who's right who's wrong
kind of never ending story
'disaster' story, nothing of fairy tales
<<<>
things at work rather messed up
i didn't messed up the works, the works does
adapting for good
believing of going smoothly well
need patient and focus
i will
<<>>
keeping myself cool
focusing one at a time
i believe i can 'fly'
thought won't touching the sky
but i believe
i'll be alright
>>>>
thank you Allah
there times i kind of 'blamed' You which i should not
everything and anything happened, reason behind, always
good things are definitely from You
bad things always from me myself
show me to the right path
guide me to take the right move
i know You will listen
i know You will be there
thank you.....
***
**
*


stay cool :  rossi











Friday, April 13, 2012

<< sebelah jiwa >>


ketika kau ucap kata selamat tinggal
ku sangka diriku kan hancur..oh..oh
nestapa menyiksa membuat aku sedar
hanya aku yang bisa mengubah arah hidup
lihatlah.. lihatlah aku buktikan padamu
walaupun ku jatuh tapi tak tersungkur
biarkan..biarkan ku berdiri sendiri
kerana ku yakin masih lagi mampu
bernyawa dengan sebelah jiwaku
ku tahu kau mahu melihat aku sugul
tapi tak akan ku menzahirkannya..oh..oh
meskipun hatiku berderai bagai kaca
ku kutip serpihannya dan cantumkan semula
lihatlah.. lihatlah aku buktikan padamu
walaupun ku jatuh tapi tak tersungkur
biarkan.. biarkan ku berdiri sendiri
kerana ku yakin masih lagi mampu
bernyawa dengan sebelah jiwaku
takkan ku biarkan mata mengalirkan air mata kecewa
kini ku berani lebih berdikari..yeah..yeah..yeah
lihatlah..lihatlah aku buktikan padamu
walaupun ku jatuh tapi tak tersungkur
biarkan.. biarkan ku berdiri sendiri
kerana ku yakin masih lagi mampu
bernyawa dengan sebelah jiwaku
bernyawa dengan sebelah jiwaku
bernyawa dengan sebelah jiwaku
bernyawa dengan sebelah jiwaku

jiwaku :  rossi


be better person (^-^) , be better friend (*-*)

no one is perfect in this world
everyone have their own strengths and weaknesses
if we think we are good, uhhh...don't think high
someone else might better
if we think we are clever, ohh...no, please
other out there may be genius
if we think we are rich
how rich is rich are you?, compare to others, million, billionaire
do not always compare just to look down on people
do compare to compete, healthy one
probably we don't realize how capable we are, in certains way
there, people surrounding might alert us
do get alert, noted all comments
good or bad, always a reason behind
learn to listen, learn to communicate, learn to improve
i do want people telling me these
if someone telling us...how bad we are
do not get irritate
actually they want us to be better...
admit if make mistake....learn from it
if someone telling us we are damn good....yea..yea...think twice !
is that person telling the truth or just teasing you ??
we should roughly or exactly know who we are
be ourselves, keep being good, get better, if not the best
not for everyone, all for ourselves
for the one we loved, for the one who love us
but not everyone want us to be better, it's might disaster to them
it's might an enemy element to them
do watch out...these people don't tell, they just want to 'kick' you away
<<>>
on the other side, if we think we are stupid.....uuurrr...put aside that thought
there is no stupid people anyway, we just got blurred temporarily...
pausing the brain for a moment....jammed, panicky
and then if we think we are bad
how bad is bad can you be?
even there is, those people doing bad things with reasons, always with reason
the Q is whether we can accept the reasons, as it should be..
judging people is not our skill, condemning may be yes >> class 1..
just be the way we are
use the brain given, don't keep it at 'home'
with small little knowledge sometimes could produce brilliant ideas, who knows
<<>>
finding a friend is another thing
friend does not mean the good one only, also not the bad one though
but 'best' friend do have all  > bad, good, scarcastic, terrible, horrible, humble etc etc
who...
will listen to you when you are talking
will offer helping hand when you need one
will give you smile when you are in sorrow
will cheer you up when you are crying
will protect you when you are in danger
will walk with you when are alone
yes, do difficult to get such a perfect best friend, but is out there
always one for you
but once you have one
please treasure
treasure the friendship
treasure the moment & memories
opportunity and chance do not come many times
best friend will care, love more than him/herself
losing one, don't mean more to come
maybe, but not the same
<<>>
close our eyes for a moment
clear our mind
breath smoothly, relax
then think easy >>
who we are
what we want
who we loved
who loves us
????
???

i do care MAB : rossi






Thursday, April 5, 2012

x 1 2 talk about it...!!!!!


** (-_-) **

i can tell by your eyes
that you've probably been crying forever
and the stars in the sky don't mean nothing to you

they're a mirror
i don't want to talk about it

how you broke my heart
if i stay here just a little bit longer
if i stay here

won't you listen to my heart
ohh my heart?
if i stand all alone

will the shadow hide the color of my heart
blue for the tears

black for the night's fears
the star in the sky don't mean nothing to you

they're a mirror
i don't want to talk about it

how you broke my heart
if i stay here just a little bit longer
if i stay here

won't you listen to my heart
ohh my heart?
my heart, ohh my heart
i don't want to talk about it

how you broke my heart
if i stay here just a little bit longer
if i stay here

won't you listen to my heart, ohh my heart?
my heart, ohh my heart   
            

>>> there u go >> rod stewart

i'm not sure too :  rossi            

banjirrrrrr......

30/03/2012....
ujan dr kol 4pg xhenti (agaknye la...langsung xsedar..lbh krg waktu 2 la mak kate)
nak kata nasib xbaik, tak la...cume panik gak la kejap....banjir kilat
tapi cian org2 kg & pekan sekitar klang
umah xkena tapi umah mak kat sebelah air masuk smpai paras betis
umah mak agak rendah....
nasib baik brg2 xbyk, cume almari je yg rosak, carpet & tikar2 jer...
tapi klw tgk kat luar lg la fobia, ujan xreda2, air xsurut2.....
banyak jln xleh lalu, skola pun tutup....adik2 cutiiiiiii
>>>>
 awal2 tu, cuak gak, nak g keje tapi bleh ke kete kuar?.. jln, laman penuh air...
air almost sampai pintu kete...
at the end, redah je. berombak2 air bawah kete, takut masuk enjin jer..... jln mmg jam glr kat kg....
Msa 2 la baru tahu yg byk sgt kete kat kg aku ni, sepanjang jalan sume parking kat tepi, kuar dari kawasan umah.....
ala2 mcm pesta air gak la...
Mak kata ramai org2 'besar' turun, melawat kaw. la kot....tau2 jer la, dah nak undi kan...
Masing2 isi borang....pampasan katanye....
Yg xbest nye, mak kata ada gak org yg tak 'terbanjir' umah dyorg tapi isi borang gak.....uuiiissshhhh..., cam xbagus jer perangai cam tu....>>> dush dush dush...
>>>
Tapi bila masalah banjir ni, kata org2 'besar' tu kerna org2 buang sampah dlm longkang & parit2, cam xleh nak trima lak....
Takkan semua org sekitar klang ni xde sivik.....mmg la ada yg cenggitu, tapi bila ckp cam tu, mcm lah masalah tu disbbkn sivik penduduk2...
Kena igt lah, bangun nak membangun, wat bgnn byk2 tapi lupe hal drainage system.....
>>>>
Ape2 pun, sume kuasa Allah..... rsnye baru sikit dugaan Dia hari 2...

So, kite yg patut beringat dan mengingati..... kite patut bersyukur, tiada perkara lbh buruk berlaku..
Mungkin msa akan dtg lebih buruk dari niii.....x 1 knows...
??????
?????
????
???

tolong ingatkan saya yer...:  rossi
















Monday, March 19, 2012

MIA >> missing in action

when someone you know on MIA mission...definitely we got worried
and of course we will wondering, asking what is hapPENING...
i just don't understand why people did that
don't they also worry when soneone they knew on MIA?
vice versa right?
everyone faced problems
even dead body faced problem.....hahaha.....just kidding...that one will be other people responsibilities to settle it....
what i mean is....why must someone want to make her/himself missing?
unless you borrowed 'along'....( please don't do that yeaa...scary right? )
because of what ?
>> shamed?
>> guilty?
>> by forced?
or
>> just for fun?
i really don't like this situation
situation of a lot of questions
situation of a lot of imagination....especially the bad one
should we face problems, look for solutions
discuss with people who may help you
share with people who listen to you
get help from people who you called friend
but please please please....don't run away
problems won't get solve, only will get worse
things will not get better
so, do think twice or more when you want to go on MIA..
i will remind myself too
because >>> there are people around us need us
we do need them too
we can't stay alone in this world
i'm not advising anyone...(but maybe it can be one)
just expressing what really happened to me
think before you do, think before you go
xoxo.....

just like the other 'missing' :  rossi






Friday, March 16, 2012

salam terakhir ....


salam terakhir
sampaikan salam buat semua
salam terakhir salam teristimewa
kepada kau yang tersayang
pada teman yang ku kenang
pemergian ku ini tak dirancang
usah bertanya mengapa aku
mengucap salam terakhir kepada mu
kerna waktu berputaran
bimbang tak berkesempatan
melahirkan kerinduan terhadapmu
demi sebuah kenyataan
yang amat menyakitkan
aku yang tidak berdaya
hanya berserah padaNya
salam akhir
salam yang teristimewa
kepadaNya ku memohon keampunan
melaluiNya ku beri kemaafan
kepadamu
andainya aku punya waktu
masih ku ingin mengulangi semula
saat indah bersama mu
sayang tak berkesempatan
abadikan saja salam ku di ingatan
salam ku yang terakhir
********
nyanyian indah dari sudirman, nostalgia....

>>>  harap2, kite sempat la untuk mengucapkan sume salams 'terakhir' yang sepatutnya. 
>>  insyaAllah.....
>  Allah amat mengetahui segala kejadian.....aminnnn...

masih ingin mengingati saat2 indah :  rossi

Monday, March 5, 2012

hula2....

hi....
betapa lamanye x visit blog sendiri
nak kata bz, ye gak, tpi ada masa kot klw takat nak update
mayb lbh ke arah kemalasan la kan...
n xbyk benda yg nak dikongsi, sume yg biasa2 aje

tahun 2012 pun dah lepas 2 bulan, msk bulan ke 3
perkara penting x ketara
perkara x penting byk, yg remeh temeh lg byk
tutup seblh mata jer la....malas nak fikir, jnji x mintak nyawa udah

so called 'reso' tahun 2011....errrmmmm...suam2 kuku je.
ada yg dapat, ada yg almost dpt, yg lum dpt pun ada gak..
jadi, tahun ni malas nak wat reso baru...just follow d flow
d good flow, follow thru, d bad 1, put aside laa..
setakat ni sume brjln lancar...kira2 boleh la..

hrp2 sume seperti yg dibayangkan
paling tidaknya apa yg diusahakn terlaksana
tapi perlu akur segala ketentuan adalah kehendakNYA

hargai apa yg ada
bersyukur segala nikmatNYA
segala keburukan adalah dari kita sume
segala kebaikan tentu2 dariNYA..
aminnnn......

mewajibkan diri bersederhana :  rossi